okay, time for a new start

right, haven't written in ages..basically, im starting over with this, gonna try and write laods more often so i have like a diary of what i've done.
in nineteen days i go to reading festival, i can't wait! however in eighteen days, i get my gcse results, that, im nervous about.
college should be good, i can't wait to start.
hmm, well this summer was meant to be the best time of my life..but that didn't really happen. 12 weeks. thought it'd be great! but no..well, tbh it's been alright..
but not what i expected!
i went to spain with my bestfriend, and her and her sister came down for my birthday. which was also good, but other then that i haven't really done alot, recently i've been trying to see loads of my friends so that i can say i actually did stuff over the summer. ahh well, imma try and get it to be better. I was meant to be camping tomorow but it's been rescheduled to next week...so that should be fun!
yeah well, today i was supposed to be seeing my boyfriend, but i don't know if thats gonna happen anymore :/ he thought he'd try and stay up all night, which therefore means he sleeping all of today..and not seeing me.
anyway, im gonna try and find something to do.

okay haven't been on here in agesss

honestly. i actually forgot this even existed! sounds terrible i know.
okay well basically.
sitting my gcse's still.
i've only got one more which im doing tomorow which is RS which i m actually okay at. but then my first paper in it i think i did super bad in..which isn't good..
er.. also, me and my friend are like cramming now but im hoping i know enough..
this is the paper im better at anyway.
also it's my birthday inn.....oooh im not good at maths..13days..there we go.
i'm so excited because tabby and bethany are coming down for it! which is awesome :D
OH
and get ready to be jealous..
me and tabby and bethany and my sister are seeing MILEY CYRUS AND METRO STATION
in december.
i can not physically wait.
anyway yeah, i miss my boyfriend.. i was meant to see him today but he saw his friends instead.. :/ i think they've all gone out for a 'pissup'..which means i'll probably get a drunkien phonecall later...i may sound fed up.. but i secretley love them!
i love when he calls me..especially when he's drunnk/tipsy because he's so honest and like "i love you i love you!" and it's adorable.
anyway..best carry on the revision
aurevoir!

okay..

alright,
im not in the best moods today
i don't know why i can't decide if im happy or sad
but i just rang my boyfriend and he actually picked up and talked to me
which he never does usually
so thats cheered me up
but im still al merrrr
and it's
(N)



anddd
just to make things better,
it's just sank in how unprepared i am for my gcse exams..my french oral is in THIRTEEN DAYS and i have done NO revision and i haven't even chosen my main conversation topic..
also,
my drama performance is in SIXTEEN DAYS and i dunno my script
and i still don't feel comfortble enough in my group to act properlly..
this is becoming ridiculous.

Fall out boyyy!

Okay, so i went to see fall out boy on Sunday the 8th of March.
It was simply amazinggg!
So much stuff happened.
Firstly Tuggy came to mine and we were gonna go meet Lorna at 3.30 at the train station and at like 11am my friend texted me telling me that people were queuing (okay..i've completley forgotten how to spell) and we were like..oh well. haha.
And thennn, we met Lorna and were on the train and we got off at Brighton and decided to head straight to the Brighton Centre so we could meet Ben etc so Tuggy could get his ticket.
Ben and Jack and Sean decided to go down at like 7 in the morning so they were pretty much at the front of the queue. After we got Tuggy's ticket we decided it was to cold to wait for like 3 hours so we hung around mac donalds and churchill square and then at around 10 to 5 we got a phonecall from Ben saying the barriers were going up. So, we hurried it down to the centre and cut the queue (ahaha) by joining Ben and Jack at the front.
We got evils from SO many emo kiddies :L
Then there was lots of joking and messing around in the queue and we still had like 2 hours to wait.
Oh my god and also Tuggy and Ben managed to start a mosh pit before it had even started because Tuggy found a vodka bottle and chucked it on the floor so it smashed and everyone formed a huge circle around him and started going "ooooh" and he was like D=
and then everyone started pushing and one guy threatened to start on Ben. And then the second time Ben and Tuggy (again) had this can of strongbow and shook it up and sprayed everyone with it! and people got so pissed.
It was hilarious!
We eventually got in, and because we were at the front of the queue (=P) we managed to get to the barriers at the veery front of the stage! it was so good. And so we were at the front for Hey Monday (the first suppost group) who were way good and the men in the band were pretty hot ;) while they were playing i did a heart with my hands to the guitarist and he winked at me and kept looking at me after that aha :L
and then the worst thing happened!
while we were waiting for the switch between HM and KIGH (kids in glass houses) EVERYONE in the crowd started pushing and we litterally couldn't breath! and me, tuggy and lorna got pushed to the very back, and were seperated from all our friends, tbh, it was pretty dangerous and scary.. and then during KIGH we managed to get about half way back into the crowd..and then guess what..
suprise suprise in the switch over people were pushing AGAIN.
but we stood our ground this time ;)
even though it resulted with a bruised leg and being pushed to the ground..
but by the time fall out boy came on we were almost at the front again.
FOB were completley amazing!
I went on tuggy's shoulders at one point and the guitarist had to do a double take. it was hilairious. But then i was told to get down :L
Overall, it was probably the best gig i've been to!
AND Tuggy got TWO guitar picks.
One fall out boy one which he's kept
and i think another fall out boy one that he's giving to me ;)
it's either FOB or KIGH and i love both of them, so it's all good :D


anyways, im off school today cause im ill from the concert
because (another story) on the way back to the train station at like 11 at night my lovely boyfriend decided to pour a whole litre bottle of water over my head..i was soaked
and freezing
and now im ill
but it was so worth it
but now, cause im not at school.
i have to do RS

cya x

oh my god..it's been ages!!

Right, so it's been monthsss since i last posted a blog
mainly cause of GCSE stress and what not.
but anyway
im stressing out cause i only have like 5 weeks left of school and have to get all my coursework in! and a whole textiles project in by like next week
and it's all becoming to much for me to be quite honest..
and i have a science re-take GCSE tomorow.
ahhhhh

on the bright side..im seeing fall out boy on sunday
how good :D
and kids in glass houses
WELL GOOOOOD
oh and im going prom dress shopping onnn saturday =]
bad thing is.. i can't see my boyfriend
and i really want to
i mean yeah, im going to FOB with him..
but, :( i want to see him
and god knows what he'll be getting up too
but he doesn't like it if i tell him not to do the things he does
so i just have to sit and let him.. :/
slkjg;sdg



i can not wait for summer
when GCSE's are over
i can spend as much time as i like with my boyfriend
i can laze around in shorts and a vest top
i can be outside!
and it'll be my 16th ;)



only likeeeee 3 months?

hurry uppp
tbh, i'd rather just do my gcse's now then have to learn/revise.. :/


x

mmm..cake

So, today i made a cake :D
i met up with tuggy after school and we decided to make a cake.
and other stuff too ;)
it was way good.
the cake seriousl was so yummmmm
it started out to be an ordinary sponge cake. then we added chocolate spread ;D
and thennnnnn we baked it.
and made some icinggg
it was lushhh ;)
anyway..
Tuggy's dog - bob - officially loves me =D
he follows me 'round his house, and as soon as i opened the door he ran up to me wagging his tail!
he's adorable!
like Tuggy ;)

i also went to youth club today, it was well good, i got hyper againn
and we played singstar
me and beth lost :L (it was teams)
erm, what else..then me beth and lis just sat in the middle of the basketball hall/court thing, just talking and drinking hot choccie. and then we made stories, and that was pretty much it.
it waa a goooood night :)
..don't really know what else to put
ohhh!
apart from.. i have to get Tuggy's valentines present soon..and i have no idea what.
im thinking aftershave..maybe?
im not sure :(
x

Busy busy busy bee?

Well, i haven't written in a while..again.
My bad.
And thinking about it, i don't really know why, i reassured myself i was simply to busy to write.
but to be honest, i just couldn't be bothered to go onto my computer, or i had been out till 10 and didn't want to have to tart my computer at that time (cause it takes an age to load)
so really..
thats my excuse.
Okay, so i can't even rememebr what i last posted..ut oh well i'll sum up the last few days.
Well..today (Wednesday) was my frist day back at school this week [;
because we've had snow days!
Monday the 2nd an Tuesday the 3rd of Febuary, most schools in southern England were closed due to extreme wether conditions.
well good ;)
so yeah, amazingly i still managed to get up at like 7am anyway..well except for tuesday where i slept in till 9..but thats still an acheivment for me..
Okay, so what i did was..On the Monday, my dad braved it to work, even though it was highly recommended not to, and me, my mum and sister all decided to go out and make a snowman!
This is like the first proper snowman i have ever made and i was so chuffed with it,
it was kinda medium height, and it kinda turned out to be like..a, snow penguin.
It was really good though, i might load a picture one day :P
uhm, then later i went and met Tuggy, it took me so long to walk though cause i kept slipping over ;D
and erm..oh, then we made a snowman!
only this one was huuuuuuge! no joke, it was a giant.
and fat!
we both made little snow balls and then rolled them around my drive..when we used most of that snow, they were pretty big, but we wanted them bigger (;]) and so we went into the street..and rolled them around more, then we just about managed to pick them up and cross the road and roll the around more, and by the end of it they were both so heavy, the both of us couldn't lift them, and we could hardly roll them or move them at all.
So, to get them back to my drive we had to roll the in the slush on the roads..then a car came.. and we were like "ahh! can't leave the snow ball!" so we tried with all our might to roll it as fast as we could to the otherside (and trust me..it wasn't fast) but we managed it, and we made a huge snowman!
We named him Chug - chug =]
he's cute =]
Then on Tuesday, i sw tuggy again, but we just stayed in at his house messing around watching movies, making pancakes, the usual really.
Er...today..well, it was school, so not exactly what i'd call fun!
but it wasn't too bad i guess..
it was so slippy on the way to school! everything was ice!
but once we were at school it wasn't too bad, i had a ski trip meeting,
it's only 9 days now.
Basically, we just were told to bring in final little details like EHIC cards.
and arrange rooms etc.
it was good!
me and Louise managed to nab a 2 room ;)
we're so excited now!!
apart from..im really going to miss tuggy :(
like proper bad..i've been seeing him like eeryday for the last month..
=/
and im away for valentines day..
i think im gonn end up ringing him everyday..
hmm..
i love him :D
anyway,
what else happened..
i saw tuggy again, and we moved his room around!
it took so much effort and time, but it looks way good now, like, more mature..which is good :) and it looks bigger ;)

guess thats about it.
my weekend was good, saw tuggy for all of it
big suprise there :P
Oh!
and that post i did about a certain somebody smoking.
I think i may have sorta..changed his mind..
well. not changed his mind as such, but like struck a deal with him..
i said he shouldn't do any
and stuff and he was like one a year?
and i was like i guess thats better then like 10 a day
all though, i'd still prefer if he did none..
he doesn't even really have a reason for it..
it's silly, he knows it's upsetting to other people,
im not the only person who doesn't want him too..
but, i've tried..
and tbh i'd rather not bring it up with him because that'll remind him of them and he might have some..
it's just when im on the ski trip im most worried
'cause i won't be here to like 'keep an eye on him' or like look out for him or simply tell him not to..
and whats worse is..there's meant to be a party while im away, where i bet he'll do one :(
and he's going to a gig with like all his friends who also smoke!
so he'll probably have at least one then..
:/
i don't wanna sound untrusting..but like, i bet he won't be able to help it.
i don't think he realises how much it hurts to see someone doing that to themselves..
im just gonna have to trust him i guess.

anyway, im going
must see why tuggster still isn't online
;P
x